Where am I really going? What's the next ten years going to be? Do I really have to change my outlook? My appearance? My behaviour? My lifestyle? Or, how about if we make it two? What is the immediate course of action?
Looking at my home, I realized that I have acquired quite a number of things. I used to put all my worldly goods in a bag everytime I transfer homes. Right now, I would need a crate.
It's only now that I realize that my life before can actually be put in a bag. It's less complicated. I'm beginning to ask myself if indeed it was better then.
My contract here will be until March of 2007. That's almost a year from now. And I really don't know how to go about it.
Yes, I really don't know how to go about the whole thing...
I really don't.