Tuesday, May 09, 2006

quo vadis

Of course, I'm plagued by existentialists questions now after I get to talk to my mom.

Where am I really going? What's the next ten years going to be? Do I really have to change my outlook? My appearance? My behaviour? My lifestyle? Or, how about if we make it two? What is the immediate course of action?

Looking at my home, I realized that I have acquired quite a number of things. I used to put all my worldly goods in a bag everytime I transfer homes. Right now, I would need a crate.

It's only now that I realize that my life before can actually be put in a bag. It's less complicated. I'm beginning to ask myself if indeed it was better then.

My contract here will be until March of 2007. That's almost a year from now. And I really don't know how to go about it.

Yes, I really don't know how to go about the whole thing...






I really don't.









6 comments:

apol said...

Take it from the new provenciana, ati, it won't be easy. Satisfying and fulfilling, yes, but changing your life is super hard. But I promise to finally visit you in Antique once you move for good. All the best, dear Gwyn :)

decorator said...

Thank you inay.

I will cross the bridge when I reach it. Lets hope I will not get nasty and burn it. Ugh!

Carver said...

When you cross the bridge, remember to unfurl your thirty yards. Pang-praktis. Hehehehe.

HUGS

decorator said...

ahahahhahaha!!! promise me we will do it...

mcsister said...

Hi Gwyn it's Maya. Found you thru Le Provenciana. You look so gwapo with your new shaven look! As for making change, naku, it's always exciting – but it takes a bold step. In the words of Tara, 'game lang ng game!'

decorator said...

Hi Maya! Im trying so hard to be ready for that... at least i still have 2 years. :)

nga naman, tara has been a nomad for years now. and yeah-- game lang game!i so love her...

ay sus! in fairness, tumaas ang market value when i shaved my head. hihihihihih!!! pero im growing my hair again... nakakatamad mag shave every other day.